To my dearest cousin, I'm so sorry if I had ever hurt your feelings. I didn't mean to. Like I always said to Alicia n myself, I have inner demons to fight with. That's why I'm always having the green-eyed monster within me. The reason why I have ever felt that way is most probrably because that I"m sad(it has nothing to do with the two of you, don't worry!), and perhaps a bit lonely. Believe me, if it's anyone at fault, it should be me. I shouldn't have been jealous of the both of you. I probably shouldn't at all. I guess you giving all d attention to my best fren and vice versa was rubbing on my nerves a bit...But that doesn't mean that I hate either one of you. After all, I am still your cousin and Alicia's best friend. I really wanted to clear this mess up, but I guess I was afraid of what might happen. Wel, too late for all that now. I just hope that you might be able to forgive me...for all the horrible things I though about you..maybe even treated you..the both of you....

Your humble cousin/friend,
Melissa Ho